19 September 2010

Papal Visit 2010

I attended the Big Assembly in Twickenham, London on Friday. Despite the early start (we left school at 3 am!), it was a truly amazing occasion with over 3000 pupils from Catholic schools all over the UK, I felt so privileged to be there for the first papal state visit. There was a lot of waiting and security, plus it was quite a long journey to get there, but I think that it was completely worth it. The atmosphere was incredible, we were cheering and waving our flags like mad!

Me with my flags! We were really blessed with the weather- it was really sunny and quite warm. We had been worried it might be wet and cold.

The Pope greeting us! We were also very blessed to get a really good spot near the front, so I managed to get lots of pictures :)

The Pope wearing a stole given to him by pupils from Holy Cross Primary School in Plymouth. This school established a link with St. John Vianney School in Gambia, who were with us via video link!

The Pope's address to pupils was really good, and I felt that it really spoke to me, so here is the full text of it:
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
Dear young friends,

First of all, I want to say how glad I am to be here with you today. I greet you most warmly, those who have come to Saint Mary’s University from Catholic schools and colleges across the United Kingdom, and all who are watching on television and via the internet. I thank Bishop McMahon for his gracious welcome, I thank the choir and the band for the lovely music which began our celebration, and I thank Miss Bellot for her kind words on behalf of all the young people present. In view of London’s forthcoming Olympic Games, it has been a pleasure to inaugurate this Sports Foundation, named in honour of Pope John Paul II, and I pray that all who come here will give glory to God through their sporting activities, as well as bringing enjoyment to themselves and to others.
It is not often that a Pope, or indeed anyone else, has the opportunity to speak to the students of all the Catholic schools of England, Wales and Scotland at the same time. And since I have the chance now, there is something I very much want to say to you. I hope that among those of you listening to me today there are some of the future saints of the twenty-first century. What God wants most of all for each one of you is that you should become holy. He loves you much more than you could ever begin to imagine, and he wants the very best for you. And by far the best thing for you is to grow in holiness.
Perhaps some of you have never thought about this before. Perhaps some of you think being a saint is not for you. Let me explain what I mean. When we are young, we can usually think of people that we look up to, people we admire, people we want to be like. It could be someone we meet in our daily lives that we hold in great esteem. Or it could be someone famous. We live in a celebrity culture, and young people are often encouraged to model themselves on figures from the world of sport or entertainment. My question for you is this: what are the qualities you see in others that you would most like to have yourselves? What kind of person would you really like to be?
When I invite you to become saints, I am asking you not to be content with second best. I am asking you not to pursue one limited goal and ignore all the others. Having money makes it possible to be generous and to do good in the world, but on its own, it is not enough to make us happy. Being highly skilled in some activity or profession is good, but it will not satisfy us unless we aim for something greater still. It might make us famous, but it will not make us happy. Happiness is something we all want, but one of the great tragedies in this world is that so many people never find it, because they look for it in the wrong places. The key to it is very simple – true happiness is to be found in God. We need to have the courage to place our deepest hopes in God alone, not in money, in a career, in worldly success, or in our relationships with others, but in God. Only he can satisfy the deepest needs of our hearts.
Not only does God love us with a depth and an intensity that we can scarcely begin to comprehend, but he invites us to respond to that love. You all know what it is like when you meet someone interesting and attractive, and you want to be that person’s friend. You always hope they will find you interesting and attractive, and want to be your friend. God wants your friendship. And once you enter into friendship with God, everything in your life begins to change. As you come to know him better, you find you want to reflect something of his infinite goodness in your own life. You are attracted to the practice of virtue. You begin to see greed and selfishness and all the other sins for what they really are, destructive and dangerous tendencies that cause deep suffering and do great damage, and you want to avoid falling into that trap yourselves. You begin to feel compassion for people in difficulties and you are eager to do something to help them. You want to come to the aid of the poor and the hungry, you want to comfort the sorrowful, you want to be kind and generous. And once these things begin to matter to you, you are well on the way to becoming saints.
In your Catholic schools, there is always a bigger picture over and above the individual subjects you study, the different skills you learn. All the work you do is placed in the context of growing in friendship with God, and all that flows from that friendship. So you learn not just to be good students, but good citizens, good people. As you move higher up the school, you have to make choices regarding the subjects you study, you begin to specialize with a view to what you are going to do later on in life. That is right and proper. But always remember that every subject you study is part of a bigger picture. Never allow yourselves to become narrow. The world needs good scientists, but a scientific outlook becomes dangerously narrow if it ignores the religious or ethical dimension of life, just as religion becomes narrow if it rejects the legitimate contribution of science to our understanding of the world. We need good historians and philosophers and economists, but if the account they give of human life within their particular field is too narrowly focused, they can lead us seriously astray.
A good school provides a rounded education for the whole person. And a good Catholic school, over and above this, should help all its students to become saints. I know that there are many non-Catholics studying in the Catholic schools in Great Britain, and I wish to include all of you in my words today. I pray that you too will feel encouraged to practise virtue and to grow in knowledge and friendship with God alongside your Catholic classmates. You are a reminder to them of the bigger picture that exists outside the school, and indeed, it is only right that respect and friendship for members of other religious traditions should be among the virtues learned in a Catholic school. I hope too that you will want to share with everyone you meet the values and insights you have learned through the Christian education you have received.
Dear friends, I thank you for your attention, I promise to pray for you, and I ask you to pray for me. I hope to see many of you next August, at the World Youth Day in Madrid. In the meantime, may God bless you all!
You can watch footage from the Big Assembly on the official Papal visit website here.
Yesterday, my family and I watched the prayer vigil in Hyde Park, London via the internet and that looked absolutely fantastic as well. My brother managed to attend that and also said it was amazing!
This morning, we watched the Mass in Birmingham where Cardinal John Henry Newman was beatified, becoming Blessed.

06 September 2010

School & the past week or so

I've been at school three days and already it's a drag. It's all same old, same old, with only one of my teachers actually changing.

I now have a new geography teacher who seems much better than the previous one already. I wasn't doing too well in geography last year, so hopefully I can change that this year.

I need to make more of an effort to change, it's so easy to slip back into old habits, especially when everything is pretty much the same. The thing is, it takes effort, and I just feel so lazy all the time.

I need to do more viola practice and finish my music composition this week. I also need to decide if I'm going to take my grade 4 in viola this term or not, in any case I really need to do more than one or two nights practice.

I sort of felt like I fell away from God during the last week or so. I felt like I'd done some stuff which couldn't be forgiven and I felt like giving up and giving in. But I managed to get through it going to mass on Sunday really revitalised me and helped me see that God really loves me, and I can always come back into his presence, no matter what I've done and no matter how broken I am. There will be challenges, but we do not walk alone.

21 August 2010

Summer

Wow, this summer's going by so quickly. I now have less than 2 weeks left until it's back to school time.

I've been working and reading mostly. I'm working for this 'Brand Consultancy and Marketing Communications' company. Basically what I'm doing is updating websites and also helping to create our Parish Church website. I work 3 days a week, for only a few hours each day, but it's a good start, especially doing something I love doing - website design :)

The internet wasn't working all day today until this evening, but this has shown me how much more productive I can be without it. I finally got down to working on my English original writing coursework, which, although not quite finished yet, is well on it's way to being finished soon now. I've also done a bit more work on the September issue of the magazine and rediscovered the use of books as a source of information - they can often be quicker and more useful than the Internet. I tend not to use non-fiction books now, what with the Internet and all.

I haven't started my music composition that was set over the summer yet. My last one was really bad. I have a real problem holding a pulse and a melody in my head at the same time. For example, I can't sing and clap at the same time and I find it hard to count the beat and play (my viola) at the same time. I know I just need to practice, but I just can't seem to get round to it.

I really need to buck my ideas up and get myself motivated for next year - exams coming up. I need to get rid of all the 'I don't care' masks I put up because really, deep down, I do care about my grades, and I need to stop telling myself and others I don't.

New school year, new start. Hopefully.

08 August 2010

Book Review: Taming the Tiger


Taming the Tiger by Tony Anthony with Angela Little

"From the depths of hell to the heights of glory"

From the back:
Tony Anthony knew no fear. Three times World Kung Fu Champion, he was self-assured, powerful and at the pinnacle of his art. An extraordinary career awaited him. working in the higher echelons of close protection security he travelled he globe, guarding some of the world's wealthiest, most powerful and influential people.

This fast-paced, compelling and, at times, chilling account is Tony's deeply moving true story.


At the age of four he was sent away to be brought up by his mother's parents in China. He received brutal training in the way of Kung Fu and his Grandfather entered him in Kung Fu competitions all over China and beyond and he went on to win the World Championship three times in a row. Eventually, he returned to his ailing parents in England and started an extraordinary career in close protection security, but he was captured by the police in Cyprus and charged with theft and assault. He was found guilty and sent to the notorious Nicosia Central Prison. It was there, after many different, life-changing experiences and the faithfulness of a prison visitor called Michael, that he was brought to his knees and he met Jesus.

I was deeply moved by this story and it was truly amazing to see how many lives were changed by the simple kindness of the man who visited Tony and others in the prison.

06 August 2010

God loves you.

God loves you so so much.

He doesn't laugh at you when you make mistakes. He weeps. He so wants you to follow the plan he sets out for you, but there's always a way for you to turn back and head back onto His way.

I didn't realise how much God loved me, and I don't think I really do, because our human hearts are so small we cannot fill ourselves with that much loves, it's just too bug. Going to Festival Sanctus really helped me see that God really does love me, just as he loves you, and everyone else. Nothing I can do, or anyone else can do, will make Him love me more or less. His love is steady and unchanging and just the same for everyone.

I also found it quite hard to know exactly how to love Jesus. I prayed to Him, and said that I loved Him, but I never really felt that I actually did love him as much as I could/should. I think it's a journey, and each step you take will help you to love him more.

We did this prayer/meditation thing at Festival Sanctus where you just lay down and simply ask God to show you how much he loves you, and then you just let go and open your heart up to listen to Him. I really think God showed me how to love Him more and the extent of His love during that week.

I also thought that God was telling me to try harder to stop judging people and just to love them. If God loves everyone, then why shouldn't I?

Keep going, keep praying and I also will pray for you.

I originally posted this as a comment on my friend's blog, but then I decided to share it on here as well.

05 August 2010

Book Stack

I have a stack of books that is over 20 books high on my bookshelf, waiting to be read.



They're all library books except one, which is my brothers.

From the bottom up:
For the win by Cory Doctorow
Battleground by Chris Ryan
Leviathan by Scott Westerfield
Maddigan's Fantasia by Margaret Mahy
Forest of the Pygmies by Isabel Allende
Mirrorshade by Mike Wilks
Dragonfly by Julia Golding
Paper Towns by John Green
The Long Weekend by Savita Kalhan
Harry Potter a l'ecole des sorciers by J K Rowling - Harry Potter in french, my attempt to improve my french a little
The Sign of Four by Arthur Conan Doyle - Yep, a bit of Sherlock Holmes
The Lord of the Flies by William Golding - For school
The Book Thief by Markus Zusak
Taming the Tiger by Tony Anthony - The only book in this stack that I've read so far. An amazing book, I may do a post in it in the near future.
Rift by Beverley Birch
Breathing Underwater by Julia Green
The Vipers Nest (39 Clues) by Peter 
Lerangis
Ink Exchange by Melissa Marr
Nathan Fox, Dangerous Times by L. Brittney
Furnace, lockdown by Alexander Gordon Smith
Waves by Sharon Dogar
Falling by Sharon Dogar

Another book that should be here, but isn't (I think my brother's borrowed it) is June by Gabrielle Lord, which is part of the Conspiracy 365 series.

I also have a few books that aren't in that stack because I'm currently in the middle of reading them. These are:
Monsters of Men by Patrick Ness
The 'R' Father by Mark Hart
The School of Prayer by Anthony Bloom

And Letters to a Young Catholic by George Weigel, but that doesn't really count because I haven't read any of it for a long while.

And there we have it, all the books I hope to read in the next few weeks :)

01 August 2010

Blogs

I just wanted to share a couple of new blogs I've come across recently.

The first is my friend Hannah's blog: I Like Flying Sheep. She's just started out, but I really want to encourage her to carry on!

And the second is Emily's Cancer Blog. She is very inspiring and strong especially with all that she has to deal with. I really encourage you to go and read her blog!

31 July 2010

Festival Sanctus!

On Thursday evening I got back from an amazing week at Festival Sanctus. Festival Sanctus is a summer camp held in Brentwood, Essex run by the Sion Youth Ministry, which is a part of Sion Catholic Community for Evangelism

It was an absolutely awesome week and I met so many amazing people. We did a whole load of great stuff from praise and worship, to small group discussions and games, to quiet prayer time. I really enjoyed having Mass everyday, because it was such a different experience to at home.

I came to festival sanctus feeling pretty nervous, as I was coming on my own and didn't really know many people, but everyone immediately made me feel so welcome and I made so many friends.

It was a very different experience to anything I've had before as it's a part of the Charismatic movement. There was a lot of loud praise and worship with dancing and moving about, hands up in the air etc. Also there is a lot about the gifts of the Holy Spirit, for example the gift of tongues. I've never actually heard anyone speaking in tongues before so it was actually a pretty amazing experience and wasn't at all like I'd imagined it to be. I really believe now that it really is the Holy Spirit at work in people.

I really felt like I experienced Jesus' love during this past week and it's really make me see just how important love is. Now I need to keep the fire burning in my life back home, and not just slip back into my old ways. It's so great knowing there are so many people there to support me, and we can still chat on facebook, twitter and skype!

I so recommend Festival Sanctus to anyone living in the UK and I would just say, don't worry about coming on your own, or for the first time, as everyone will make you feel so welcome!

18 July 2010

Walking

I don't very often go out with the main purpose of having a nice walk, usually I am walking somewhere, but I do enjoy walking. It's a great time to just immerse myself in my own thoughts and get some fresh air.

Walking has always been a normal part of my life. If I'm going somewhere within the town, I usually will just walk. I walk across town to Church most Sundays, and I used to walk across town to school everyday when I was in primary school. I only get the bus now to school because it is so far (in the next town), I would much prefer to walk.

People's attitudes to walking surprise me. I'm often being offered lifts to or from Church and when I have suggested that I walk home from some event people are surprised when I tell them where I live. People are just so ready to jump into the car, they don't even consider walking. It's just quite sad really.

17 July 2010

Books & DVDs

Books I've read in the past couple of weeks:

Closer by Roderick Gordon and Brian Williams
The Year We Disappeared by Cylin & John Busby
Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult
Scat by Carl Hiaasen
Viola in Reel Life by Adriana Trigiani
Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie
Spells by Aprilynne Pike

I've almost finished Hello Mum by Bernadine Evaristo and I'm also currently reading Amata means beloved by Sister Mary Catharine Perry.

My brother got a free trial on Lovefilm, so we've watched UP and Wall-E during the past week, both of which I thoroughly enjoyed.